the space between spaces
from inside looking out, fiji looks like a combination of 80’s vietnam movies and the island in ‘lost’. we walked from the plane to the airport and a bug flew in my eye, a far cry from san fran or even la. so many climates, so many landscapes, so few days on the trip and i already feel like i’ve been gone a century. i think about all the people back in orlando, still living the 17th of march. i wonder how different they will all be when i return. i wonder how different i will be.
i’m going to make a point of putting more trust in god while i’m here, of trying to pray to him and communicate with him. of trying to trust that whatever happens is his will. as it stands right now i find those things very difficult to do. if this is indeed a period of change, it’s a great place for me to start.